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October 29th, 2002


09:58 pm - question for anyone
can anyone at all tell me how, or give me some tips as to how to find a picture for my icon? I have a few things that I really wanted to use, but was told they were too large. can anyone help me out?
thanks!

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October 28th, 2002


03:39 pm - woo!!
well, just got back from the test I was talking about earlier, and I passed!! The lady who tested us was a bitch, and I think she maybe didn't really know what she was doing some of the time, but it is all over now, I and i am officially certified!! Tomorrow, I have my little graduatoin ceremony, and then I am completely done with it all, until I actually start working. but, that won't be bad. So, now I need to celebrate. I wish it wasn't monday though.
Current Mood: elated
Current Music: casey jones- grateful dead

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11:14 am - heyyyy!
Weeeelll, I havent written in this thing for a very long time. Thought maybe it would be a good idea, see if anyone reads it.
Today is a very important day for me. You see, in the beginning of october, I started this class/training program to become a CNA(certified nursing assistant) at the lutheran home, which is a nursing home in my town. Well, we had some loooonnngggg lecture days, and clinical days, and I made it through everything. Well, today is our final tests. I already took the written test at 7 this morning, and I got every question right. Only 2 other ppl did that... yay me!! :) anyway, at about 2 I have to go in and do my skills test in front of this state tester. So, this is a woman I have never met before, who has to watch me do all the things on another person in my class. We have to be able to do a bunch of different things like... transfers, ambulation, peri-care( which is like "bottom" care, and is not fun), bedpan, hair care, nail care, repostioning, and all this other stuff. Os, I am really nervous and I have about two hours left to study, and make sure I have everything doewn. And, if I pass, then I am certified and tomorrow we get to have this little graduation luncheon type thing at the lutheran home, and that will be fun. so, wish me luck!!!!
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Current Music: divided sky- phish

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11:12 am - aaahhhh....
I just wanted to say, this is gonna be my wedding song, and I dont care what the man I marry has to say about it. but, it is very fitting.


Something in your eyes,
makes me want to lose myself,
Makes me want to lose myself, in your arms.
There's something in your voice,
makes my heart beat fast.
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life.

If you knew how lonely my life has been,
And how long I've been so alone.
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along,
And change my life the way you've done.

It feels like home to me, feels like home to me,
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from.
It feels like home to me, feels like home to me,
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong.

A window breaks down a long dark street,
And a siren wails in the night.
But I'm all right, 'cause I have you here with me.
And I can almost see through the dark there's light.

If you knew how much this moment means to me,
And how long I've waited for your touch.
And if you knew how happy you are making me,
I've never thought I'd love anyone so much.

Chorus

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong.

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March 21st, 2002


12:02 pm - ben folds... a very sweet song... I strongly recommend listening to it
"The Luckiest"

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

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11:56 am - thursday!!
Well, it is Thursday, and I am going home today. Spring break, woo-hoo... i just wish I was doing something more exciting than gooing to fond du lac. Oh well, it doesn't matter, as long as I dont have to worry about classes now and shit like that. So, yeah, last nite was wednesday nite(normally not too much of a party nite on ten), and I am pretty sure I drank about 7 beers, and all my friends were in here drinking til like 4. Crazy drunks in our room til 4 in the morning. WOW! Was a fun nite. Me and my friend Kat really wanted to smoke some bud, but we didn't have enough money to buy a bag, so we just bought a bowl off of one of our friends. So, yeha, at like 3 in the morning, I was just totally ripped. Someone ate all my chex mix too. Was a pretty good nite. So, now I have to finish packing and go eat, and be ready to leave in 3 hours. I am just curious.... anyone who reads this leave a comment and tell me what your favorite bands and songs are. I just want to introduce everyone to better music. I have been introduced, and I love it.!!!
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: ben folds-still fightin' it

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March 19th, 2002


10:57 am - for somebody...
Well, I figured I would write in here, since I do have an account, and since i have nothing better to do, considering I should be in math class right now. Also, someone told me I should write in here, so I am. But, I wish that someone could help me find a way to get more ppl on my friend lists. I know that only like 3 ppl are gonna read this.Oh well.
So, I decided that I am gonna stay in EC for school next year. I am also thinking of changing my major to social work. I love it here, I have been having soo much fun the last couple months especially. i don't think that I have ever had this many friends at one time in my life before. Every day is fun here. Even in the dorms.
What else... I broke up with my bf if anyone didn't know that already. I thought it would be sad, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. But, I am coming home on thursday for spring break, and I know that we will run into each other, and I dont know how that will turn out.
I am sorry,I dont have too many exciting things to write about. The other day I went on the best roadie. It was really pretty, cause we got lost, and we were pretty lost for awhile, and we were driving in a really pretty place with fields and treees and stuff for sunset. Then, we almost hit these three deer that came outta nowhere. It was pretty scary, but funny, cause no one really reacted to it til like 3 minutes after it happened. Good times.
Well, gonna end here. Maybe I will try to add to here more often. I like doing e-mail surveys, maybe I will have to put some of thos ein here.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: dispatch-hey hey

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February 12th, 2002


02:55 pm - looked fun...
APPEARANCE
- hair: blondish
- height: 5'10"
- weight: 140??
- waist: 30/31 ?? dont really know, I never wear guy pants, and I dont know what my jeans size waist is?
- figure: hmm....

STYLE
- clothing: mostly just jeans, sweaters, t-shirts,etc.
- music: anything, I finally moved out of my country stage, except that I still LOVE the dixie chicks
- makeup: simple make-up... mascara, blush, cover-up when I need it
- body art: uhh... no, but I really do want to get a tattoo, it just costs more money than my non-existent job can cover

RIGHT NOW
- wearing: my very favorite dark LEI jeans, with red and gray sweater, new heart underwear, gray socks
- music: suzie blue by ben harper
- thinking of: how cold and windy it is outside today
- feeling: cold, tired, and happy cause I am done with classes today, and cause my english prof decided to extend the due date of our big paper

LAST THING YOU...
- bought: uh... as bad as it is, I will be honest, the last things I bought were a pack of cigs and an eighth
- did: checked my e-mail
- read: just finished a boook called the killing game last nite
- watched on tv: family ties on nick at nite last nite

EITHER / OR
- club or house party:house party I guess, but the ones here are not always so great... beer and slutty girls everywhere
- tea or coffee: I prefer not to drink either, but I guess coffee is better
- cats or dogs: dogs, I hate cats
- single or taken: quite taken, although, I have recently developed a big infatuation with a guy here... but nothing will come of it, I promise!
- pen or pencil: blue pen
- gloves or mittens: to be honest, i get them confused a lot, i think I like mittens better though?
- food or candy: tough question... candy sometimes, regular food at others
- cassette or cd: cd
- snuff or cigarettes: cigs
- coke or pepsi: they both make my teeth hurt a lot, but pepsi products are better
- matches or a lighter:lighter, although, i can never seem to keep my own, I always lose them
- sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: neither, i got kinda hooked on days and passions again
- rickie lake or oprah winfrey: depends on the mood, if I want to see pathetic losers, then ricki, if I want to see something that actually could be important then oprah

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
- kill: there are a lot of ppl I would like to not have around anmore, but I would not kill anyone
- hear from:Abe
- look like:jennifer aniston
- be like: someone who sings really good

FAVORITE
- food: I am kinda addicted to subway
- drink: still a mountain dwe fan
- color: any shade of blue, though light sky blue is the best
- album: too tough, either "when I woke"-rusted root, or "white ladder"-david gray, or one of my own burn cd's
- shoes: my black skechers, but my clue and gray skechers are more comfy I think
- sites: www.uproar.com
- song: waaaaaaaay too many... "the general" by dispatch, or "this years love" by david gray, or "burn one down" by ben harper, or "wish you were here" by pink floyd or "idioteque" by radiohead, or "send me on my way" by rusted root" or marijuana by phish
- vegetable: broccoli, or wait... are black olives a vegetable?
- fruit: pineaplle

LAST
- last movie you saw: we watched ace ventura last nite on Tv while we were baked
- last movie you saw on the big screen: oceans 11... it was during break
- last phone number you called: lindsay's
- last thing you had to drink: skim milk at the caf
- last thing you ate: a salad and grilled cheese at the caf
- last time you showered: about 10 this morn
- last time you cried: the other day when I was watching the tape of last weeks ER
- last time you smiled: can't even remember, i smile a lot
- last time you laughed: I tihnk just now, I am talking to my mom, and she is acting weird
- last person you hugged: hmm... I am not a big hugger...
- last person you kissed: well, it was Abe, cause I am not allowed to kiss any boys at school here,even though there is one I really would like to... "can look, but not touch"
- last thing you said: I am singing along with music, does that count?
- last person you talked to online: I am still talking to my mom online
- last thing you smelled: cigs

DO YOU...
- smoke: yes
- do drugs: I have done two kind of illegal drugs, but both of them are natural and not hard core or anything
- sleep with stuffed animals: no
- have a crush: yes, I do
- have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes, i do, and this is not the same person I ahve the crush on
- have a dream that keeps coming back: I have one recurring dream that I have had every once in a while since I was like 8, and it is really weird, and not a good kind of dream
- play an instrument: I have tried to just for fun, but not like in a band or anything
- believe there is life on other planets: I tink that there has to be
- read the newspaper: I read it when I have it
- have any gay or lesbian friends: yes, but not as many as I used to... I only know a few gay ppl here at school
- believe in miracles: I believe in miracles... you sexy thing
- believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes, but I also believe that it is something taht is hard to do
- consider police a friend or foe: foe, I have never had a good experience with one
- like the taste of alcohol: most of it
- have a favorite Stooge: stoogio

DO YOU
- believe in astrology: no, but it really makes me wonder sometimes
- believe in magic:
no, it is all in your head
- pray: yes
- go to church: not as much as I should
- have any secrets: I have some, I do not have a single secret though that no one knows
- have any pets: a dog at home, none here
- go to or plan to go to college: yes, I am going to college
- have a degree: not yet
- talk to strangers who instant message you: usually not
- wear hats: nope, I am not a hat girl
- have any piercings: used to
- have any tattoos: not yet
- hate yourself: no!
- wish on stars: no!
- like your handwriting: sometimes it is reall messy, but I write really small, and sometimes it is kinda cute
- believe in witches: no
- believe in Satan: yes
- believe in ghosts: I think so, this is still something I have not made a total decision on
- trust others easily: actually, i trust ppl that are my friends, but it takes me a while to trust someone
- like sarcasm: it's my middle name
- take walks in the rain: no, i hate getting wet.. i mean in the rain
- kiss with your eyes closed: most of the time, there are occasions though where opening your ees just a few times can be quite interesting
- sing in the shower: I really can't do that here, it would get pretty embarrassing

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02:13 pm - looked fun...
APPEARANCE
- hair: blondish
- height: 5'10"
- weight: 140??
- waist: 30/31 ?? dont really know, I never wear guy pants, and I dont know what my jeans size waist is?
- figure: hmm....

STYLE
- clothing: mostly just jeans, sweaters, t-shirts,etc.
- music: anything, I finally moved out of my country stage, except that I still LOVE the dixie chicks
- makeup: simple make-up... mascara, blush, cover-up when I need it
- body art: uhh... no, but I really do want to get a tattoo, it just costs more money than my non-existent job can cover

RIGHT NOW
- wearing: my very favorite dark LEI jeans, with red and gray sweater, new heart underwear, gray socks
- music: suzie blue by ben harper
- thinking of: how cold and windy it is outside today
- feeling: cold, tired, and happy cause I am done with classes today, and cause my english prof decided to extend the due date of our big paper

LAST THING YOU...
- bought: uh... as bad as it is, I will be honest, the last things I bought were a pack of cigs and an eighth
- did: checked my e-mail
- read: just finished a boook called the killing game last nite
- watched on tv: family ties on nick at nite last nite

EITHER / OR
- club or house party:house party I guess, but the ones here are not always so great... beer and slutty girls everywhere
- tea or coffee: I prefer not to drink either, but I guess coffee is better
- cats or dogs: dogs, I hate cats
- single or taken: quite taken, although, I have recently developed a big infatuation with a guy here... but nothing will come of it, I promise!
- pen or pencil: blue pen
- gloves or mittens: to be honest, i get them confused a lot, i think I like mittens better though?
- food or candy: tough question... candy sometimes, regular food at others
- cassette or cd: cd
- snuff or cigarettes: cigs
- coke or pepsi: they both make my teeth hurt a lot, but pepsi products are better
- matches or a lighter:lighter, although, i can never seem to keep my own, I always lose them
- sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: neither, i got kinda hooked on days and passions again
- rickie lake or oprah winfrey: depends on the mood, if I want to see pathetic losers, then ricki, if I want to see something that actually could be important then oprah

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
- kill: there are a lot of ppl I would like to not have around anmore, but I would not kill anyone
- hear from:Abe
- look like:jennifer aniston
- be like: someone who sings really good

FAVORITE
- food: I am kinda addicted to subway
- drink: still a mountain dwe fan
- color: any shade of blue, though light sky blue is the best
- album: too tough, either "when I woke"-rusted root, or "white ladder"-david gray, or one of my own burn cd's
- shoes: my black skechers, but my clue and gray skechers are more comfy I think
- sites: www.uproar.com
- song: waaaaaaaay too many... "the general" by dispatch, or "this years love" by david gray, or "burn one down" by ben harper, or "wish you were here" by pink floyd or "idioteque" by radiohead, or "send me on my way" by rusted root" or marijuana by phish
- vegetable: broccoli, or wait... are black olives a vegetable?
- fruit: pineaplle

LAST
- last movie you saw: we watched ace ventura last nite on Tv while we were baked
- last movie you saw on the big screen: oceans 11... it was during break
- last phone number you called: lindsay's
- last thing you had to drink: skim milk at the caf
- last thing you ate: a salad and grilled cheese at the caf
- last time you showered: about 10 this morn
- last time you cried: the other day when I was watching the tape of last weeks ER
- last time you smiled: can't even remember, i smile a lot
- last time you laughed: I tihnk just now, I am talking to my mom, and she is acting weird
- last person you hugged: hmm... I am not a big hugger...
- last person you kissed: well, it was Abe, cause I am not allowed to kiss any boys at school here,even though there is one I really would like to... "can look, but not touch"
- last thing you said: I am singing along with music, does that count?
- last person you talked to online: I am still talking to my mom online
- last thing you smelled: cigs

DO YOU...
- smoke: yes
- do drugs: I have done two kind of illegal drugs, but both of them are natural and not hard core or anything
- sleep with stuffed animals: no
- have a crush: yes, I do
- have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes, i do, and this is not the same person I ahve the crush on
- have a dream that keeps coming back: I have one recurring dream that I have had every once in a while since I was like 8, and it is really weird, and not a good kind of dream
- play an instrument: I have tried to just for fun, but not like in a band or anything
- believe there is life on other planets: I tink that there has to be
- read the newspaper: I read it when I have it
- have any gay or lesbian friends: yes, but not as many as I used to... I only know a few gay ppl here at school
- believe in miracles: I believe in miracles... you sexy thing
- believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes, but I also believe that it is something taht is hard to do
- consider police a friend or foe: foe, I have never had a good experience with one
- like the taste of alcohol: most of it
- have a favorite Stooge: stoogio

DO YOU
- believe in astrology: no, but it really makes me wonder sometimes
- believe in magic:
no, it is all in your head
- pray: yes
- go to church: not as much as I should
- have any secrets: I have some, I do not have a single secret though that no one knows
- have any pets: a dog at home, none here
- go to or plan to go to college: yes, I am going to college
- have a degree: not yet
- talk to strangers who instant message you: usually not
- wear hats: nope, I am not a hat girl
- have any piercings: used to
- have any tattoos: not yet
- hate yourself: no!
- wish on stars: no!
- like your handwriting: sometimes it is reall messy, but I write really small, and sometimes it is kinda cute
- believe in witches: no
- believe in Satan: yes
- believe in ghosts: I think so, this is still something I have not made a total decision on
- trust others easily: actually, i trust ppl that are my friends, but it takes me a while to trust someone
- like sarcasm: it's my middle name
- take walks in the rain: no, i hate getting wet.. i mean in the rain
- kiss with your eyes closed: most of the time, there are occasions though where opening your ees just a few times can be quite interesting
- sing in the shower: I really can't do that here, it would get pretty embarrassing

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October 25th, 2001


09:52 am - snow!!!!
Hey, haven't written here in a while. Just wanted to say that here in EC, we are having our first snowfall right now. Actually, it was last nite, but that was only like three flakes. Today, this is real snow!! It looks pretty, but means it is only gonna get worse!!!
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: come sail away-styx

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